I am in contact with many people that are shy. Sometimes these contacts are trying for me. I can see that shy people take life a lot more seriously than I do. I can also see that if you are shy and take things this seriously your life will be an uphill battle.
I honestly believe that you are making your life a lot harder than it is.
Here is a recap of a recent contact with Jessica, a shy person. Jessica was starting to get restless with her job. Since Jessica is shy she limited her employment. Interviews were difficult for her. Since Jessica is shy she did not shine at interviews.
Jessica also felt anxiety at interviews so when she landed a job she felt relieved. It was not her dream job but at least the interviews would be over.
Jessica’s next challenge was to adjust to her new job. This meant actually being able to communicate with her co workers. Jessica was nervous about going to work. She was not excited. She was anxious. How would she handle communicating?
At some point Jessica got the hang of dealing with her co workers. That basically meant Jessica had minimal interactions with them. If the stress got too much Jessica hid in the bathroom.
Jessica was artistic. She wanted to move into a more creative field of work. Here is where Jessica got into serious and severe thinking.
This is what went on in Jessica’s mind.
“I do not like this job anymore. I want to leave. I am bored here. There is no advancement. I want a more artistic job. I will never get out of here. I will never get another job. I am not good enough to get another job. I wasted my four years in college studying art. I have no talent. No one will hire me.”
As you can see this thinking is building upon itself. It all started with the desire for a new job. From there it turned into an anxiety fest and from there is turned into self deprecation. All because Jessica is shy.
Suddenly the desire for a new job becomes convoluted. Suddenly the desire for a new job becomes fraught with worry, anguish, fear and self loathing.
This is where it gets trying for me and hard for you if you are shy. When you are shy this is where your and thoughts and feelings will become heightened and out of proportion. However, since this is how you have lived your life you do not recognize that these thoughts and feelings are extreme. To you they are natural. To me they are over the top and I think you need to lighten up.
You need to stop re playing this tune in your head. You need a new tune. You need to quiet your mind. You need to replace obsession with desire.
I feel your pain. What I do not feel is your determination and desire to move on and off these thoughts and feelings.
Lighten up. Stop taking yourself so seriously. When these thoughts come observe them and then tell them good bye.
People that are not shy do not get enmeshed in these thoughts and feelings. If they experience them they put them in their place. And they let go of them.
Let go. Lighten up. Don’t live your life with the burden of shyness. You do not need this extra weight. Your life does not have to be this serious. Conserve your energy and relax your mind.
Get out of your head. Look for a better place to be.
Marcia, Your Confidence Coach